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"I feel fat and disgusting," my sister replied as she shoved a large burger down her throat. My sister had been heart broken for a couple of years. Her ex boyfriend, an extremely handsome French man, dumped her for gaining weight.

My sister loved him dearly and was completely devastated when she heard him say," You are too fat , so I'm dating Penny Sue. She has the perfect sized waist and her butt has no cellulite. I won't see you ever, fatty." We tried convincing her that only a jerk of a man would speak to a woman like that, but she could not get over Mr. French man and his stinky armpits.

She tried several dating sites after her relationship ended, but she was not able. to get over him. Some men she met on the dating sites were nice and respectful men who seemed to be genuinely interested in her. Since she was desperately in love with her ex-boyfriend, she did not realize how awesome these new guys in her life were.

She kept eating and eating trying to to use comfort food as her antidepressant. I could tell she was severely depressed since she gained over three hundred pounds in five months. I tried helping her by introducing her to new men, but she preferred sticking to the dating sites. I believe she felt comfortable approaching people online instead of meeting them face to face since the computer became a shield for her feelings.

She was ,severely, affected by her ex-boyfriend's last remark. He had called her fatty and made her feel ugly. She cried herself to sleep every night and could not forget his hurtful words. She kept living her life not caring about her body and making it fatter and bigger. She continued meeting men from the dating sites she was trying , but she had no luck. She could not forget her ex-boyfriend and continued her search for the perfect antidepressant. She continued comforting herself with chocolate cake, sodas, chips, cookies, pizzas and a couple of burgers ,daily.She became so enormous that we could no longer find a scale to weigh her on. Even though the state she was could kill her ,she continued stuffing her face with anything unhealthy she could find. She gained even more weight that she could no longer leave her bed and getting her out of her room door was not possible. As she ate her morning box of doughnuts on October 29, she had a heart attack and died.