Adults Views

My husband left me for another woman, without my knowledge he went with some friends to a speed dating event and met a very sexy 22 year old girl. He is 45 years old and had no business attending a speed dating event especially because he was a married man, but he did and now he has left me and thrown 10 years of marriage down the drain, all for a 22 year old bimbo who probably can't even read. I have now been left with a huge mortgage 2 small children and no job. I don't even know where to start but I know I don’t have any time to waste; I will have to find a job and sell the house. I don't know yet if my ex will even be chipping in for any of the costs so I have to move quickly. Maybe I will get lucky and sell the house at a good price that will leave me some income so I can take care of the children.

Their father never even explained what was going on before he left. All he told them was that he would be away a few days and that he would miss them. He left e to explain; for once he is gone a week the kids will surely ask where he is at and I will have to tell them the truth. I should have known this would happen but for some reason I never though he would stoop so low. I was always a sucker for his lies and his caressing touch, I even wanted to believe that he did not go to this speed dating thing but since he admitted it there was nothing I could do to pretend otherwise.

He'd always been a player but when he would get caught he would become very attentive and very sorry and soon I would always forgive him. He always l knew exactly what to do in order to turn me around. A couple of kisses, some warm touches and soon I was putty in his hands. I should have guessed that sooner or later he would leave me for another woman; I guess I just wanted to pretend it would never happen. If I was smart I would go on my own to a speed dating event and meet a new man but I don't think I have the strength. For now I just have to stay here and pick up the pieces he left behind and make the best of it.