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Today I was finally moving on, into high school and new relationships. My girlfriend cruelly dumped me over MSN which held me back from dating in a while. Her name was Ashley and she was all I ever wanted and more. I mean, she was absolutely beautiful. To be honest, it started out with lust but then it bloomed into love as I got to know her. dating women except her, would be impossible in my mind. She was sweet and everything I ever wanted. I don't know how we got as far as where we're now. She moved on and I started trying to move on. It wasn't working out as well.I stepped into new grounds. High School. As I walked into the room I noticed that there were very beautiful women, but none as beautiful as Ashley.Even though dating women would be out of the option for now, I wanted to keep my options opened. Sure a heart takes time to mend but what would be a better way to repair it then to start dating women? I thought about that but I really never really saw myself with a different girl except Ashley. I looked around the lobby and found my class. Great. I was going to be at the top floor. I walked all the way to the top. It was pretty exciting seeing new faces. It was also great knowing that I wouldn't see Ashley's face again.I finally found my class and entered. I stared into the eyes of the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. She looked exactly like Ashley. I sat down and put my head in my hand. Shit I thought. If there's a girl who looks exactly like Ashley I'm going to end up having some sort of kid crush on her which is not what I wanted. If I get a kid crush it's just going to end up in failure. And I'm not going to be able to keep my grades up. That's why dating women was out of the option. Cause In the end, I'd only think about which way I'd caress her and how I would kiss her. It's just too much to handle and plus, my heart was mending from a failure of a relationship.I kept staring at her. Should I give dating women another try or quit ? She noticed me staring at her and gave me the cutest smile ever. I've got to say it was cuter then Ashley's. I smiled back. Right then, I knew that I had got myself into something cause I had fallen.